This weekend I took a new approach to my attitude, a new strategy. I decided that the change starts with me, and that it was about time it began. I welcomed Holland into my heart with songs and joy. I opened my windows and doors, and let the Dutch air fill my home.
My dad has a serious green thumb. He can basically make anything grow. I have always loved the garden of flowers he has provided in our home over the years, and I figured that was exactly what my home was needing. I went to the store and was a little too giddy as I picked out a wonderful selection of tulips. Holland is covered with tulips, and Holland is where I must be.
I put Jude Man on a blanket and let him enjoy the fresh air. He seemed to really be enjoying himself, he even told me he wanted a pair of those wooden shoes. (Sorry, once again I was unable to switch the picture)
I was very happy with my finished product, I think Holland would be proud.
While Erik was taking a nap on Saturday afternoon, I decided to go for a drive with Jude Man and somehow we ended up at Fountain Hills.
Him and I sat on a blanket for a while and he slept while I read a book. It was extremely peaceful and it was hard for me to believe I was ever unhappy with my Holland. An old couple came by and gave me about half a loaf of bread, and I fed the ducks and pretended Jude Man was laughing at me.
I promise he had a lot more fun than what this picture lets on, he is just a man of many faces.
Things are still hard, nothing is perfect. But with the help of Erik and the Jude Man I am getting better, and falling in love with this face:
4 comments:
Once again you cease to amaze me. You are taking what Heavenly Father has given you and you are finding joy in it. Holland is indeed a very beautiful place.
Amber, he is so precious. You inspire me to look at the bright side of things. You and your husband are obviously very special people-to be trusted with a little boy just like heaven.
Can I be like you someday??? :) You are so optimisitic about everything. Your blog is awesome and I love to read how you are growing and learning everyday from having a sweet little boy like Jude in your life. I love that story your shared about Holland...so true about a lot of things in life. Thanks for sharing!
Amber I am making plans for a trip and want so much to meet you and get to see Jude :) I do not drive and will be staying here in Fountain Hills, could we try to have you come there again?
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